Eu não vim aqui / Pra entender ou explicar / Nem pedir nada pra mim: dezembro 2005

sábado, dezembro 24

"A decepção só acontece quando esperamos das pessoas mais do que elas estão dispostas a oferecer.."

E eu não aprendo!! =P

sexta-feira, dezembro 23

And I will love somebody somewhere
Till my heart breaks - until it's done
Until it explodes - from out of nowhere
Like the sun - like the sun

In this world - I will love no more
So love can't hurt me - hurt me any longer

Putzzzz...

He tends to get carried away
like a talk show he's got drama everyday
lots of rage and mental abusing
the way he treats me it's obvious he's confusing
me for some dumb bitch
who will stick around
i tend to stick around

you
tell me that you love me if it's true
why am i runnin from you and who
are these bitches on my answering machine
yeah you, you tell me that you love me but boo
if this is love
it's a good thing you don't hate me

superfly
someone who'll at least try
who'll smoke me out from time to time
and love me all nite
tell me everything about him
and none of it turns out to be lies
easy
rainbows
these words come to mind
and he loves me all nite

you
tell me that you love me if it's true
why am i runnin from you and who
are these bitches on my answering machine
yeah you, you tell me that you love me but boo
if this is love
its a good thing you dont hate me

never settle for the things that you dont really want
cause all it gets you is a big ol piece of unhappiness
happiness could be mine but its so hard to talk to you
baby
one day i will
some day i will and
this is what ill say

hold me close
cause im the most and
make a toast to you and me
see thats the way loves supposed to be
not stressful...alright

you
tell me that you love me if its true
why am i runnin from you and who
are these bitches on my answering machine
yeah you, you tell me that you love me but boo
if this is love
its a good thing you dont hate me

never settle for the things that you dont really want
cause all it gets you is a big ol piece of unhappiness
its a good thing you dont hate me
if this is love how could this be

lalalalalaaaa

by Tella

I've got so much love in my heart,
no one can tear it apart,
Yeah.

Feel the love generation,
Yeah, yeah, yeah,

We Went As Far As We Felt Like Going

Ignorance is bliss, don´t know nothing but this

I see you looking at me
Like I got something for you
And the way that you stare
Don't you dare
'Cause I'm not about to
Just give it on up to you
'Cause there are some things I won't do
And I'm not afraid to tell you
I don't ever want to leave you confused

The more you try
The less I buy it
And I don't have to think it through
You know if I'm into you

I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doing my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around
Oh!

You know I got my own life
And I bought everything that's in it
So if you want to be with me
It ain't all about the bling you bringing
I want a love that's for real
And without that then no deal
And baby I don't need a hand
If it only wants to grab one thing

The more you try
The less I buy it
And I don't have to think it through
You know if I'm feeling you

I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doing my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around

Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go

I don't need a
I don't need a man, I don't
I don't need a man
I'll get me through
'Cause I know I'm fine
I feel brand new

I don't need a
I don't need a man, I don't
I don't need a man
I'll make it through
'Cause I know I'm fine
Without you!

I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doing my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around
Oh!

I don't need a man (I'm over you)
I don't need a man (I'm over you)
I don't need a man
(I'm without you)
(I'm over you)

I don't need a man
I don't need a man
I don't need a man

quinta-feira, dezembro 22

Eu... assim mesmo!

She's got the kind of look that defies gravity
She's the greatest cook
And she's fat free

She's been to private school
And she speaks perfect French
She's got the perfect friends
Oh isn't she cool

She practices Tai Chi
She'd never lose her nerve
She's more than you deserve
She's just far better than me

Hey Hey

So Don't Bother
I won't die of deception
I promise you won't ever see me cry
Don't feel sorry

And Don't Bother
I'll be fine
But she's waiting
The ring you gave to her will lose its shine
So Don't Bother, be unkind

I'm sure she doesn't know
How to touch you like I would
I beat her at that one good
Don't you think so?

She's almost 6 feet tall
She must think I'm a flea
I'm really a cat you see
And it's not my last life at all

Hey Hey

So Don't Bother
I won't die of deception
I promise you won't ever see me cry
Don't feel sorry

Don't Bother
I'll be fine
But she's waiting
The ring you gave to her will lose its shine
So don't bother, be unkind

For you, I'd give up all I own
And move to a communist country
If you came with me, of course
And I'd file my nails so they don't hurt you
And lose those pounds, and learn about football
If it made you stay, but you won't, but you won't

So Don't Bother,
I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine
Promise you won't ever see me cry

And after all I'm glad that I'm not your type
Promise you won't ever see me cry

segunda-feira, dezembro 19

iééé

Uh huh, this my shit
All the girls stomp your feet like this

A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just goin' to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl

Oooh, this my shit, this my shit

I heard that you were talking shit
And you didn't think that I would hear it
People hear you talking like that, getting everybody fired up
So I'm ready to attack, gonna lead the pack
Gonna get a touchdown, gonna take you out
That's right, put your pom-poms down, getting everybody fired up

A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just goin' to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl

Oooh, this my shit, this my shit

So that's right dude, meet me at the bleachers
No principals, no student-teachers
All the boys want to be the winner, but there can only be one
So I'm gonna fight, gonna give it my all
Gonna make you fall, gonna sock it to you
That's right, I'm the last one standing, another one bites the dust

A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just goin' to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl

Oooh, this my shit, this my shit

Let me hear you say, this shit is bananas b-a-n-a-n-a-s
this shit is bananas b-a-n-a-n-a-s
i can this shit is bananas b-a-n-a-n-a-s
this shit is bananas b-a-n-a-n-a-s

A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just goin' to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl

Oooh, this my shit, this my shit

Volúvel ao extremoooo!!

Hahahahaha e bagaceira!
Dia bommm!!! Ouvindo coisas que eu precisava ouvir...
E chega!!!

Festaaaaaaaaaa... LUDH!!!! Tuuudo de bom!
Dançar tuuuudo! Dançar muuuuito!
Hm... voltando à vida normal!
iéééé

Baby (ooooh)
I know you like me (I know you like me)
I know you do (I know you do)
Thats why whenever I come around
She's all over you (she's all over you)
I know you want it (I know you want it)
It's easy to see (it's easy to see)
And in the back of your mind
I know you should be fucking with me (babe)

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha

Fight the feeling (fight the feeling)
Leave it alone (leave it alone)
Cause if it ain't love
It just aint enough to leave my happy home (my happy home)
Let's keep it friendly (let's keep it friendly)
You have to play fair (you have to play fair)
See I dont care
But I know She ain't gonna wanna share

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha

I know I'm on your mind
I know we'd have a good time
I'm your friend
I'm fun
And I'm fine
I aint lying
Look at me shine
You aint blind (you aint blind)
I know I'm on your mind
I know wed have a good time
I'm your friend
I'm fun
And I'm fine
I aint lying
Look at me shine
You aint blind

I know she loves you (I know she loves you)
So I understand (I understand)
I probably be just as crazy about you
If you were my own man
Maybe next lifetime (maybe next lifetime)
Possibly (possibly)
Until then, oh, friend your secret is safe with me

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha

domingo, dezembro 18

Muitos e muitos minutos depois..

Tô eu aqui ainda cantarolando:

"Time goes by so slowly for those who wait.."
Lalalalalalaaaaaa

Que dureza! Como é bom estar de férias (??), mas que tédioooo..
Encher meus dias de coisas boas! Primeira meta!!!!
Os 6 livros que eu tenho pra ler na mesinha de cabeceira ajudam..
Dois já foram começados... Hm.. só imagino a demora!!
Não acredito que depois de velha (??), resolvi ficar impaciente!
Como pode?! Imagina... eu era a "menina dos detalhes" na aula de artes, a única que tinha paciência de descascar amendoim torrado em casa, a escolhida pra passar o fio na agulha pra vó, a inspiração pro meu pai comprar um quebra-cabeça de 5 mil peças, a "arrumadora-oficial" das prateleiras de blusas do armário que eu e minha manda dividíamos, e todas essas coisas que só tendo um SACO muito grande pra fazer..
Agora eu quero tudo pronto, tudo logo, tudo jááááá!
Não tenho mais paciência de jogar paciência, de ler jornal, de organizar meus arquivos no computador, de terminar o relatório da monitoria, de tomar chimarrão com meu vô e ouvir pela octogentésima vez a mesma história, de abrir pacote de cookies integral sem tesoura, de ouvir o Faustão, de ficar por dentro do que tá passando na MTV, de reler "O Apanhador no Campo de Centeio", de botar em dia minhas coisas da facul (que deveria ter feito antes da greve.. há 3 meses!), de esperar uma ligação, de guardar dinheiro, de estudar,... Não espero mais nada! Tudo aquiiiii, agoraaaaaa... u-hum! Não sei se vou esperar isso se resolver... cansa!

"I'm fed up.. I'm tired of waiting on you"

(ai, senhorrrr... dai-me paciência!)

sábado, dezembro 17

Dedinhos agoniados próximos à boca

Tinha esquecido como é bom sentir assim...

Longe do chão!

Aquela corda já não me prende mais...
Eu subo e vejo tudo de cima! É lindo!
E é assim que eu choro... é assim que vale a pena!
Chorar por algo que me toca, me fascina. Por estar acima!
Gosto de chorar por mim. É puro egoísmo mesmo.
Gosto de chorar por perceber um erro, por estar feliz demais, por dor, por dificuldade, por injustiça... Não pelos outros. Nem por perda, nem porque me trataram mal, nem por amor, nem por falta de amor,... Isso me dói demais. Não gosto de chorar com dor.
Mas o que eu mais gosto é de sorrir! Gargalhar!
Que delícia é pensar em alguém e sorrir, lembrar de uma cena do passado e gargalhar, assustar todo mundo no ônibus com a risada alta pela piada da noite anterior, passear pela rua e sorrir, cantarolar errado a música chata que grudou na cabeça e rir, chutar a quina da cama com o dedinho do pé e rachar o bico, tudo tudo..
Eu adoro a sensação de falar da minha vida, de mim e de como eu me sinto com os dedinhos agoniados próximos à boca! Mexo, mexo, mexo... rio demais e falo com voz de nenê-feliz!
Quer coisa mais gostosa do que gostar de alguém?

sexta-feira, dezembro 16

If I had one wish love would feel like this
I know that you're no good for me

u-hum... Like it or not, hun!

You can call me a sinner
But you can’t call me a saint
Celebrate me for who I am
Dislike me for what I ain’t
Put me up on a pedestal
Or drag me down in the dirt
Sticks and stones will break my bones
But your names will never hurt

I’ll be the garden, you’ll be the snake
All of my fruit is yours to take
Better the devil that you know
Your love for me will grow
Because

This is who I am
You can like it or not
You can love me or leave me
Cause I’m never gonna stop, no no

Cleopatra had her way
Matahari too
Whether they were good or bad
Is strictly up to you

Life is a paradox
And it doesn’t make much sense
Can it be filled without the router?
Please don’t take offense

Don’t let the fruit rot under the vine
Fill up your cup and let’s drink the wine
Better the devil that you know
Your love for me will grow
Because

This is who I am
You can like it or not
You can love me or leave me
Cause I’m never gonna stop, no no, you know
This is who I am
You can like it or not
You can love me or leave me
Cause I’m never gonna stop, no no, you know

No no, you know
No no, you know
No no, you know
No no, you know

Don't it make you smile?

Ela é foda, fazer o quê?!

Time goes by so slowly

Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hunging up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on you

Time goes by so slowly for those who wait
No time to hesitate
Those who run seem to have all the fun

I'm caught up
I don't know what to do
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
I don't know what to do

Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hunging up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on you

Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hunging up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting for you

Ring ring ring goes the telephone
The lights are on but there's no one home
Tick tick tock it's a quarter to two
And I'm done I'm hanging up on you

I can't keep on waiting for you
I know that you're still hesitating
Don't cry for me
'cause I'll find my way
you'll wake up one day
but it'll be too late

Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hunging up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting for you

Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hunging up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting for you

quarta-feira, dezembro 14

Are you surprised?

I could be your sister, I could be your mother
We could be friends, I'd even be your brother
But I'd rather be your lover
That's right, I'd rather be your lover

I don't know where I stand with you
I never ever make any plans with you
I don't know what I mean to you
The only thing I know is I dream of you

And all that I know
Is I just don't understand
Why my, mmmm, happiness always lies
In the palm of your hand, but

Sometimes I know what you're thinking next
But wouldn't it be better if I loved you less?
Sometimes I think that I made you up
But wouldn't it be better if I gave you up?

Are you surprised?

Tell me whatch-ya want, tell me whatch-ya need
Tell me whatch-ya want, tell me whatch-ya need
I, I betcha I, I give you whatch-ya need
Take a walk within me, venture through the dark sea
Can't you see, I need you beside me
Don't you see, I want you to want me

Are you surprised?
Are you surprised? Are you?

terça-feira, dezembro 13

Alguem tambem enxerga a harmonia e a composicao dos elementos verticais, que orientam a perspectiva com sua simetria e linearidade, combinados ao desenho organico do piso, com sua falsa assimetria, direcionando o olhar para as casas? .. Nao?... Eu devo estar ficando louca!

E não é que é bem assim?!

CONTA A LENDA QUE, QUANDO DEUS LIBEROU PARA OS HOMENS O CONHECIMENTO SOBRE COMO CONSTRUIR E PROJETAR AS COISAS DETERMINOU QUE AQUELE "SABER" IRIA FICAR RESTRITO A UM GRUPO MUITO PEQUENO E SELECIONADO. MAS,NESTE PEQUENO GRUPO, ONDE TODOS SE ACHAVAM "SEMI-DEUSES", JÁ HAVIA AQUELE QUE IRIA TRAIR AS DETERMINAÇÕES DIVINAS....AÍ ACONTECEU O PIOR!!!!!!........
DEUS, BRAVO COM A TRAIÇÃO RESOLVEU FAZER VALER ALGUNS MANDAMENTOS:
1º Não terás vida pessoal, familiar ou sentimental.
2º Não verás teu filho crescer.
3º Não terás feriado, fins de semana ou qualquer outro tipo de folga.
4º Terás gastrite, se tiveres sorte. Se for como os demais terás úlcera.
5º A pressa será teu único amigo e as tuas refeições principais serão os lanches, as pizzas e o china in box.
6º Teus cabelos ficarão brancos antes do tempo, isso se te sobrarem cabelos.
7º Tua sanidade mental será posta em cheque antes que completes 5 anos de trabalho;
8º Dormir será considerado período de folga, logo, não dormirás.
9º Trabalho será teu assunto preferido, talvez o único.
10º As pessoas serão divididas em 2 tipos: as que entendem de Arquitetura e as que não entendem. E verás graça nisso.
11º A máquina de café será a tua melhor colega de trabalho, porém a cafeína não te farás mais efeito.
12º Happy Hours serão excelentes oportunidades de ter algum tipo de contato com outras pessoas loucas como você.
13º Terás sonhos, com cálculos ou fornecedores, e não raro, resolveras problemas de trabalho neste período de sono.
14º Exibirás olheiras como troféu de guerra.
15º Terminarás f---- e mal pago.
16 E, o pior... Inexplicavelmente gostarás de tudo isso!!!

11 de dezembro - Dia do Arquiteto

sábado, dezembro 10

Ai, ai..

Vai minha tristeza
E diz a ela
Que sem ela não pode ser
Diz-lhe numa prece
Que ela regresse
Porque já não posso mais sofrer

Chega de saudade
A realidade é que sem ela
Não há paz, não há beleza
É só tristeza e melancolia
Que não sai de mim, não sai de mim
Não sai

Mas se ela voltar
Se ela voltar, que coisa linda
Que coisa louca
Pois há menos peixinhos a nadar no mar
Do que os beijinhos que eu darei
Na sua boca...
Dentro dos meus braços
Os abraços hão de ser
Milhões de abraços apertado assim
Colado assim, calado assim
Abraços e beijinhos e carinhos
Sem ter fim
Que é pra acabar com esse negócio
De viver longe de mim

"... qualquer que seja a profissão da tua escolha, o meu desej é que te faças grande e ilustre, ou pelo menos notável, que te levantes acima da obscuridade comum."
(e pode reclamar... referência não existe! hahahaha)

I don't want waste your time,
I don't want waste your time.
I just wanna say -
I've got to say,
We worked hard, darling
We don't have no control
We're under control

I don't want do it your way,
I don't want do it your way.
I don't want give it to you, your way,
I don't want to know...

I don't want change your mind,
I don't want change the world.
I just want watch you go by.
I just want watch you go by.
We were young, darling
We don't have no control
We're out of control

I don't want do it your way,
I don't want do it your way.
I don't want give it to you, your way,
I don't want to know...

I don't want change your mind,
I don't want waste your time.
I just want know you're alright.
I've got know you're alright;
You are young, darling
For now, but now for long
Under control.

segunda-feira, dezembro 5

Sai daqui, barata malandra!!

Hm... a preocupação tem me tomado conta!
Acabo sentindo mais dor no estômago do que o normal...
E eu sei que um pouco disso é felicidade, por mais estranho que possa parecer!
Incrível como as coisas tendem a ser fáceis pra mim...
Eu já levo a vida "na flauta" - como diz minha mãe -, mas tudo dá muito certo! Tudo é bom, tudo vale a pena; erro muito, mas não me condeno por nada, sofro pouco com o que me incomoda e me incomodo pouco com as dificuldades,...
Não consigo manter um relacionamento por muito tempo, não sei cumprir promessas, dificilmente sou responsável... mas ainda assim sou calma, tranquila e sorridente!
Adoro estar rodeada de gente que gosto, falar bobagem, ler, ver TV, dançar, rir e fazer os outros rirem! Se for na beira da praia, ou em um barzinho animado, melhor ainda! Se tiver uns beijos-bons, de preferência de alguém especial, perfeito! Se não for numa situação nem um pouco parecida, também não tem problema!
Tenho saudade da minha infância e torço muito pelo futuro, mas aproveito o presente ao máximo!!! HOJE é a palavra de ordem!
E eu adoro, amo e sorrio!!

"...Se tem bigodes de foca, nariz de tamanduá
- E orelhas de camelo!
Mas é amigo de fato
A gente deixa como ele está
É tão lindo, não precisa mudar
É tão lindo é tão bom de se gostar
E eu adoro
É claro
Bom mesmo é a gente encontrar
Um bom amigo..."

Jamás senti nada igual

Quand tu me prend dans tes bas
Quand je regarde dans tes yeux
Je vois que dieu existe
C´ est pas dur croire

Antes de conocerte el mundo era plano
Aunque lo discuta usted Señor Galilei
Y me canse de besar ranas en vano
Pero el príncipe azul
Jamás no encontré

Y así llegaste tu
Devolviéndome la fe
Sin poemas y sin flores
Con defectos con errores
Pero en pie

Y siento
Algo en ti algo entre los dos
Que me hace insistir
Cuando miro en tus pupilas se que Dios no dejo de existir
Tu lo haces vivir
Tu lo haces vivir

La vida es una colección de recuerdos
Pero a nada como tu recuerdo tan bien
Desde la redondez de tus labios
Al olor de tu pelo
Al color de tu piel

No pienses que te iras y me voy a resignar
Eres lo mejor que me ha pasado
Entre lo mundano y lo sagrado
Y aun mas

Y siento
Algo en ti algo entre los dos
Que me hace insistir
Cuando miro en tus pupilas se que Dios no dejo de existir
Tu lo haces vivir
Tu lo haces vivir

Perfeito... tudo, tudo, tudo!

Baby, Come Back to Bed

Eu disse a você que eu tinha um amor
Quem foi que mandou você me desejar
Também adorei o que você gostou
A gente podia até continuar
Mas, só que você me quer pra você
E só com você eu não posso ficar
Porque minha outra metade na certa vai me procurar
Pois, esse amor fez história no meu coração
De mansinho foi ganhando o chão
Um tesouro de não se perder
E vem você com esse corpo quente de vulcão
Com esse beijo, doce tentação
Com esse abuso de poder
Você não pode me crucificar
E, por, favor não me faça escolher
Que eu tenho um medo danado de te perder

mulherada

Eu não vim aqui / Pra entender ou explicar / Nem pedir nada pra mim